what a...!!

i feeling bad mood now!!
one of the reason was the lag computer!!
and the f****** USB!!

what a hot day?!
hot till i'm none stop sweating!!
i'm really mad!!

and damn bored!!
no work no money.
and my computer just notice me need to restart in few minutes.
what the!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

keep telling myself have to calm down!
arksh!!
nothing can i do now.
the only thing was... RESTART my computer..

the days after SPM.

long time never update about my news.
the same thing... a lot of happened.

the days after SPM was so bored. damn bored!!
i can't find a part-time job cause i will going for NS.
nobody want a worker for half of month.
that's why i'm so so so bored!!
and also no money can't go out too.

and my bad mood recently.
dunno why.
that's what can I said.
really need someone.
Family, Friends and you?

Tetris battle...

i have been addicted to FB Tetris Battle...
OMG!! whenever I open my fb, the 1st thing is...
open TETRIS game...
really addicted about that.

i didn't play that at FB before.
my 1st time is, leek and boon them brought to CC play that game.
now... play everyday... ==...

SPM left more 20 days...
GAMBATEH!!

returning to the blog...

I'm back =] long time have been abandoned my blog...

Actually no!! that was cause of the line, the streamyx line...

I miss my blog so so so so much...

A lot of happened can’t pour out now...

It was a long story.

Just can update some news =)

After trial exam, my school having “waktu anjal”.

That has a word to describe...boring!!

Having curricular day on this Friday.

Have to marching like pass years.

Reference my academic, wanna slug myself!!

Because i’m so lazy!! Arkk!!

Someone help me and pull me up, pls!

Knowing SPM was nearest to me, 26days left except for today...

Worry for SJ, AM and the most imprtance is...BM!!

What the!! My aim, my target!! Sprint it!!

Friends were so important to me, especially is you...

I felt appreciate i meet you and to be frank with you.

Thank you so much, leek =')

mine.

long time didn't update.

my blogs seems like rusty and old.

a lot of things happened, it can't mark down and write in blog in this short time.

even though i'm not on9 at home.

bought exercise for my SPM, happy.

other way i'm still fighting.

leek, appreciate that i have a friend like you. 30A7 you xDxD

the others... tell u guys when have time =]

updating...

I know why I will felt uncomfortable and weird that time…

Cause of accident last Friday.

I feel well now, everything like usual =]

FAMINE 30!! I like it so much!!

Cause of phone’s cable problem, so that I can’t update any photo =[

What the??!!

I like the time that we meet.

Like the time that we played.

Like the time we countdown!!

Woohoo!!

Never regret that I join this camp.

I will join it again next year!!

Love it so much!!

Wuahahaha!!

No HEART to study although I know SPM is nearest to me…

How? Can’t concentrate, can’t touch the book.

Cause of NO HEART!!

HELP ME!!

... said.

i'm so weird recently. don't like to talk like before. everyone felt so weird about me. what happened to myself? dunno...
felt relax when stop the thing that I don't like. don't try to force me to do something that I really dislike. that just will make the thing like SHIT!!
what do you think about me? up to you.
I know what I want and won't waste my time to do something rubbish or nonsense. won't do something because of others expect.
A lot of people are forced to live, forced to do. they have their dreams too, Just not dare to show out what they really want and what they feel.

HE said：
没有永远的朋友, 也没有永远的敌人。
白马王子不一定骑白马。
你要自由我给你, 但你绝对不能做错事。
你做过什么亏心事?? 干嘛要害怕?!

SHE said：
决定了什么, 只要你不后悔就好了。
为什么要为别人而活?

HE said：
你家人也挺你, 那么你还怕什么?

SHE said：
我不怕有一天没有朋友, 因为只要有家人就足够了!

THEY said：
为什么你要在意别人对你的看法?

last...
I said：
我只在乎值得我在乎的人。
不是我随便, 而是我不想失去, 所以才迁就。
不是我随便, 而是因为希望之间的感情更好, 才坦白。

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSunday~

What’s wrong with me today?

Whole day feel so mess.

Mornings just swear, afternoon swear again?!

And no mood to take lunch with them.

Early in the morning, going to MCD fun run with them.

Wear NB shirt xDxD!!

Can’t get registration, so only can run ourselves.

SHOCK SENDIRI XDXD

although only 5KM, but it's really tired...

After run, went to MV.

We failed to watch movie, just took a lunch at MC Donald.

And playing snooker with them.

No mood and no appetite to take lunch with them.

Although I’m hungry ==’’

Finally, finished snooker…

I’m hungry xDXD

Then FY,CM and KY accompany me to take my lunch at TheGarden KO HYANG.

Each other bought a cup of coffee at SAN FRANSSICO and start order.

Delicious neh ~ but can’t finish it, because I’m full.

We gossip a lot and keep gossip xDxD

Waiting for BS them finished their 2^nd round of lunch, going back by KTM.

 Reached station Kepong.

Walked and walked…

Although tired and I keep complains, but we finished our ‘’journey’’.

Finally get back to home. Wow!! My legs…

Night went to my cousin’s shop opened.

Dank some beer sure I won’t get drunk xP

''YAM SENG!!''

And, good night =]

origin.

Everyone has a dream.

A dream since childhood.

We are naïve when childhood.

The trouble or problems only have

‘Why I didn’t get sweet?’ ’why can’t I get that?’

Just like a simply child.

But we growth.

We are a teenager now.

Face a lot of problem.

Not only academic, work or love.

The importance is our life.

Gradually, we forgot what we dreamed before.

Forgot we have to achieve our dream.

Vexed became more and more.

Sometimes, in order to achieve something and forget our origin.

Violation of human inwardness.

Do you mention that?

We are aloof our dream.

We are forgotten about it…

I know what I want.

And I know what I shall do.

Although you guys are suspect or belittle me.

But I know what I want to do for my life.

Lastly, I’m doing an experiment.

An unspeakable experiment.

Don’t come and ask what it is.

I will tell when reach a right timing.

To test myself.

To test my life.

these days.

Finally can online. Wuahaha!! Happy^^

But, still the same problem… my disgust brother!!

Hate him a lot!! Always urge me to pass the computer for him!!

We were fine. I meant my mom.

Live in peace again =]

We are having a testing in school now.

Actually is exam. But just like a small testing.

Just one week enough to let us test 10 subjects o.O??

Still the same, perplexed about my life.

JY touched me some method to let me relax and find my soul.

Haven’t try yet.

Have a singing competition tomorrow.

Nervous? Sure!!

A person enough preparation, steady.

Enough confident, steady.

But, the supporter was importance to me too.

Expect the day coming…

Left 16 hours… 

One.two.three (13072011)

OMG!! Can’t on9 again!!
How long time I have been off9 already?

I dislike the days without on9.

However, wait… wait the modem recover itself ==’’

First, Tahniah! Anda terpilih menyertai PKLN Siri 9/2012.

What?! What’s my feel? Dumbness.

I didn’t grumble. It doesn’t matter.

Just have to get ready become black.

 Sprint forward!!

Second, have to tuition later. Stress~

When think about tuition, feel pressure.

Cause of teacher? And I think maybe is myself problem.

Didn’t do revision and practice enough.

Third, I mention that I can’t talk more.

 That just will offend others.

I care others dispute behind me.

Because I want to know, am I doing wrong?

Am I offend or say something hurt you?

So please, don’t do that.

Tell me when I did wrong.

I’m so perplexed about myself.

Don’t know what I can do.

Don’t talk about academic, is about my life.

PERPLEXED!!

09072011

Today went 30 famine briefing with 3Y and others.

Became a volunteer in 30 famine. And I feel so glad to disburse for other.

And, it was fun when run the game xDxD

Quarrel with my mom when Thursday. Because of school uniform o.O’’

She was so nonsense!! I knew I’m wrong too.

But she really nonsense!! Treat others matter becomes one. What?!

Until now, we never talk. Even 1 word or ‘’en.ah.oh’’

How come became like this? I dislike. This time not the 1^st time we quarrel.

And not the 1^st time has a cold war between us.

Have a dinner with dad just now.

We both so quiet. Never talk. Never grunts.

We not like this usually. Why? Don’t know.

The whole family seems like low-spirit recently.

Less talk. Less fun. Less interact. Lost everything…

Modem spoil. Because of me.

Playing while raining heavily and get thunder.

And my disgust brother keeps blame on me!! What the!!

 I’m so regret help him to think a way prepare modem before he spoil it!!

Now? He keeps blame la!!

I can’t figure it out why do I so soft-hearted to them??

Why? Why? Why? Give me a reason why?

Because they are mine family, I can’t do evil intention to them!!

I really need a person to understand me.

Friends, I need and I do.

Companion…when you aspiration more and more, you won’t get easily.

Let it naturally, let the time decide. People always said.

I can do it!!And let the time decide for me.

my 1st run. (03 JULY)

my 1st marathon... actually is fun run xDxD

except school run, this is my 1st time.

run with celebrities and some artist.

run with KY 3km.

and others was 7km.

have our breakfast at 1U's MC D.

playing snooker while waiting for movie---TREASURE INN.

damn funny of this movie!!

CNyip said:"heard u laughing enough then watch the movie."

really fun la!!

I can't stop laughing of his look xDxD

quite cute and funny XDDD!!

and the last, share some photo to u guys =]

dearest KY =)

hehe...chinese zombie xDxD


what do you think when see this picha? XDXD

snookers' girls

forget to tell u guy...
the movie TREASURE INN,
actor Nick Cheung was so similar to someone...
do you know who?
that is NBS. damn similar cause of narcissism xDxD

it's was a shock run to me!!
sprint it!!

Self-Indulgence

SELF-INDULGENCE...
I'm very indulgence myself today.
how come it will be like that? I also dunno.
Emm...how to say I'm indulgence today??
let see...

Morning in the day,didn't take breakfast.
   will gastric and it's unhealthy to my body...
       indulgence...

Reach school. assembly, keep talking with friends!
    shock xDxD. but the rule is, can't talking when assembly.
    moreover, I'm a prefect ==''
       indulgence...

Stay in class, but dreaming whole day.
    waste my time today. do nothing!
    busy for carnival... can't get hard for academic.
      indulgence...

Bully someone. sorry about that.
    I'm not purposely but can't control myself.
    I told you I'm crazy today, right?? sorry =[
       indulgence...
     
Most serious was...
     I keep swear today...(foul language)
     OMG!! I can't forgive myself!!
     why? never do that randomly next time!!
Indulgence!!

--

I must tell the truth.. i'm a straight person, dislike others slander or cuss behind me.

what you dislike about me, speak up!!

don't like that feel!! when knew a thing through a situation of  "uncareful"!!

I'm willing to sacrifice and disburse my time, to help you guys when you need me.

but the most i hope is.... honest and a truth heart.

saw they have a shock night, i hope I will be too. but i won't request by myself.. 

I'm not a cheeky person. everyone have right to know more friends.

I can't seize their friends and time.

I can't force them care about me... it's up to yourself.

depend on your feel.

I hope would not be alone.

I do what I want.

I care who I care.

speak out what I'm feeling!!

dumbness in my house...everything become indifference. 

even my mom scold at me, dumbness.

try my best don't do that. 

and told myself... don't do that at school!!

why?

a lot of WHY in my mind.  today didn't go school for taking my report, the reason is LAZY, and I don't want to explain anymore. waiting for Monday, take preparation to get scold by discipline  teacher.

went to SQ's house tested the food and beverage for carnival. and a guys asked..."WHY did you guys need sign up for a blog??" I'm unconfident to speak out "because it's a place to let me shout out my voices and feel. let my friends know my feels through the blog." the respond of mine was... SPEECHLESS...

yesterday went jogged with 3Y. chatted a lot with KY. we knew more about each other. I'm so glad have a nice friend like her. more than that is, i hope our friendship wont be destroy easily. and, don't try to destroy us!! I love you, 4Y!! sprint toward!!

WHY does he do like that? it's brought a lot of problems to me. but I knew myself will get a right answer soon. and I will do that!! don't do something wrong when you know that will bring problems to others. don't do something wrong when you know It will damage or breaking others.

don't ask yourself WHY when you are miss something. should ask yourself, "did you do your best?", "did you cherish when it's close and near to you?". It's so often to a human. we knew what should we so but we never done it in the right timing. when lost or missed, the only thing that we said out is...REGRET. please, don't do that. CHERISH what did you have.

a lot of WHY in my mind...

I always ask myself..."WHY your friends will leave you?","WHY did you have two annoying brothers?","WHY you have to do somethings that you are dislike?","WHY don't my mom ask my brothers to do the hswork, WHY should be me?","WHY do I meet a lot of troubles??"...WHY WHY WHY

but now, i changed my mind. the only thing that I know is...
CHERISH them whoever they are. treat them with a truth heart.
don't blow off your family. when you'r in trouble, be the last one support you is...FAMILY.
don't blow off why you have to do a lot of annoyed things. cause It will make you growth no matter your mind or 'body'. get more experience in your life.
TROUBLES will let you become mature. and you will bring a lot of happiness to others.

last...
the sentence that I always said... ..SMILE =], It's go for you..

my 'mess' mind...

I don't know what I'm thinking about...

my mind was mess today.

not because of thinking about nonsense.

the problem is, i dunno what's in my mind also.

then how can I speak out my feel?

my mind was blank today, whole day blanked!!

told others because of tired.

how was the truth reason? myself dunno also.

no target, no direction, no clue.

can't do anything...

it just wasting my time.

mess!! mess! mess...

these days.

actually I want change the writing  language to Chinese. more convenience to type blog and speak out my feels. but, lazy...==''

these days have been enrich to me. went to jogging with 3Y for the sport day. my legs...like cacat....

think back to sport day... we lose... because something wrong of another team.
but I told myself, it's passed. =] congratulation to KRS!! Champion xDxD congratz to BOMBA too. =)

Saturday went to FRIM with 3Y and others 8 person. Canopy walkway close o.O''... disappointed. went to water fall again. crazy when we are playing and have fun with someone XD. KY, although you can't play with us, but I will acc you go there again =] then went to watch Green Lantern. not bad,worth to watch.

Sunday went to dance prac... my knee, stasis~ enjoy when learning steps. won't think others. you will focus on the steps...same with swimming. i like that!!

today knew my result and rank in class... regress.. but I will take hard in next time. SPM, you let me so stress!! although I know it's important, but I feel like powerless to study hard. don't have force to push me. sigh... the only thing is, put more effort on my academic. sprint forward!! GAMBATEH!! for your life.

friendship =]

before, i scared too. scared our friendship just will be short memories.
but now, i don't think so. if you cherish and maintain your friendship with a real heart, you will get the same too.
don't even think your friends will betray you, will dislike you.
try to accept them. you will learn some new =]


today went to jogging with 3Y again. OMGoshhhhh!! I'm weak!! 
however i will do my best on Friday. u guys too =)
love 3Y... maintain our friendship ya =D

SAME...

the problem I face it again... i dunno whether i want to give up or persist. every time feel upset about this!! when can I stop it? I don't want be a silly girl again. don't want be idiot again. before i'm fall into this matter, i have to wake up myself. tell myself never be that again. but, no matter what i do, i can't stop thinking about it. not like before think about something nonsense. think about a lots of blah blah blah!! sigh... i dunno what I'm talking about now... just felt annoying!! don't always make false appearance to me. don't make me avoid and dislike you. please, review and reflect how yourself made a fake impression to others. pls, stop that. it just will let others misunderstand and more vexed... seriously to face the problem. ask yourself what you really want, who you really care about.

you never try, you never know. that's what I saw and what I knew when face a problem.

the end of this holidays...

times flies quickly, today is the last day of this holidays (just for weekday).
Saturday and Sunday have to rest more.
this two week never rest properly.
but i felt happy because got sports in this holidays.

Monday (06062011)
went to jogging with 3 of them at DesaPark.
after that they came to my house have a brunch.
we ate our brunch with a ghost movie that KY took to us.
end of that day.

Tuesday (07062011)
went to FRIM that day. with KY.JY.CY.WX.WJ.
took bus and walk to there... hot and far -.-lll
but that was fun la~ going to play at the waterfall.

after that... went to watched movie...INSIDIOUS``
scared man~ it was a nice movie!!

Wednesday (08062011)
have a Badminton day with 3 of them and WX.
long time never play Badminton... my hand look like cacat already...
when tuition or have to use energy on somethings... pain and no power

Thursday (09062011)
went to swimming with KY.CY.CM.
fun... CY didn't change swim trunks and let caught by security xDxD
and we have some very powerful games...sure FUN!!
but the problem is... me and KY sudden became black more.
cause of  sun's UV... but i thought it's worth =]

Friday (10062011)
today, went to play badminton with them too...
we tried something new...use left hand to play...
challenge and fun =D
later want go to meeting for SWS day too.
tired...
that's all the day i spent for my holidays...

Sat and Sun has to rest.
do my hmwork.

anyway, I'm glad with you guys.
hope it doesn't be short memories and will be continue.
we left no more times to interaction.
I will cherish... hope you guys too. =]

time is too fast...

5days never upload my blog...
before, i can renew post everyday...now? has been lazy.
this week was a good chance and good timing to touch PC.
because my brother stay at my cousin's house xDxD

just now read my friend's blog, talk about our F5 life left 6 months.
so fast O.o"?? a lot of things haven't done.
this year have to face our exam--SPM too.
this year, quite busy and stress!!
I'm so stress when tuition without any relax and concentrate in my mind.

confused about what should I to continue after SPM.
college or work? which course I have to study on?
Arrk!!

another things that let me confused id...
I dunno who i care about...
A or B?
dun make me really avoid you!

I emphasize many times...
I'm a person really care about friendship.
I cares about my friends.
if you treat me with a fake heart, please!! get out from my life!
let me know you are hate, dislike and avoid me.
don't let me become a silly girl that trust you are good to me...

this holidays really feel appreciate have u guys =]
the detail will be upload in this few day...
stay turned =]

my days.

have a lot of  programme in this few days...

(27.05.2011)
Friday, have BBQ at my house, damn fun!! LovE you guys =]
  never like that before =]
(28.05.2011)
Saturday, have HSD day, although not feel good about my members,
  but it's pass =]
(29.05.2011)
Sunday, my last day of working. forget about it.
  cause can have a relax day after it =]
(30.05.2011)
Monday, going to have dinner with my cousin sis at Kay's Garden.
  delicious because the ingredient is...MEMORIES =]
(31.05.2011)
Tuesday, went to Genting with my cousin.
  she was back to England today(03.06.2011). take care =]
(01.06.2011)
Wednesday, morning went hill walking with him. first time only v both.
  after taht went to jogging with KY.JY.CY.
    after jogging went to 1U watch movie with 3 of them.-[PAUL]..funny xDxD
(02.06.2011)
Thursday, morning didn't go anywhere.
  went to meeting at night. SWS day =]
(03.06.2011)
Friday, today morning, he FFK me cause of tired. it's ok, knew you'r tired of work.
  so, just only jogging with 3 of them and WC. sorry KY, let you fell down =(
    after have a breakfast with him, went to MV with him.
      we both just like stroll in MV and TG.
(04.06.2011)
Saturday, tomorrow morning go to hill walking with 3 of them.
  wanna to watch sunrise, have too depart early =]
    going to BBQ with boon seng them.
and now, after typing this, gonna go to sleep.

wow!! really full of programme. a lot of appointment xDxD
but felt content =]
this whole week, have to thx to you guys. 
especially KY.JY.CY!! thank you accompany me in this holidays =]
thanks to him too...V =]

feels..

recently... my life such as nothing.

working. study. and quarrel with my family.

I feel very emotional recently..don't know why.

feel like nobody can feel me.

feel like I'm farther with my friends.

gathering, go out for celebrating, some update news...

nobody tell or inform.

sometimes, hope can find my soulmate in school.

but never happen.

i need someone.. need someone be my listener. 

really annoying!!

my brain can't stop thinking about some nonsense. 

think about my friends.

think about my family.

think about...

i hate myself  soft-hearted.

every time forgot about how u both treat me.

like rubbish!!

I don't hope can get any retaliation from them. 

just treat them loyalty.

but they seems like forget about me.

wanna to cry out, but no tears in my eyes.

painful...difficult too.

every time when i'm uploaded my blog, i hope u guys read.

not through my mouth to tell them...''my blog is uploaded.''

i hope some one really can find me, comfort me.

even just chat with me.

asking me, ''what happened to you?''

''everything fine?''

I miss you.

 YOU, no exist...

HER decision.

nothing special. just a photo took by GOLDfish xDxD

finally she keep her bed tidy.

if before, her bed from double bed became single bed.

because the goldfish put her clothes on the bed when her family finished folded. 

what a lazy girl!! put in to the cupboard also idle!

but, when she is finished cleaned her room, she felt very happy.

because has a double bed sleep xDxD

and felt comfortable. 

although not a new bed or new bed sheet, glad too =]

and the red + white colour's pillow made by herself too.

powerful right XP

actually what goldfish told on above all are nonsense.

the things she want to say is...

she decided don't be a silly girl again.

don't always find others that look likes don't like to bother you.

she knew herself was a girl that Important bonds of friendship.

so she decided to keep the friendship long with a full heart and don't sms them again.

unless they find her to chat =]

the detail maybe you guys won't understand. 

want know more??

ask the character xDxD

money...$$

yesterday, the 1st day of work.
in Jusco became a promoter.
first day, dunno everything... did wrong a lot of things....

• get in to work by customer entrance, actually get in by stuff entrance. 
• going to get a promoter pass but the security said... where is your letter?!
• after get in, let a group leader said... why didn't wear mask?! Fortunately a worker take some for me.
• don't recognize anyone, stand at there carry a big casing to promote, like a silly girl!!
• stand beside the chill room that storage cheese, butter & margarine and in front of me is storage ice-cream. the chill room beside me that I saw the temperature was...1.8`C-4 something. what the o.O!! shivering whole day although wearing a sweater!!
• finally off my work and have to body check.security said...next time have to wear cap, if not have to wear a cap like use in bathroom!!

arrk!! first day can get a lot of trouble!!


Today, the second day. but I failed to work. why? listen to the story.

• waiting  for my boss to get the apron and cap. after that, get in from stuff entrance.
• give the letter to the security and he said...must have a chop from manager.
• go and find manager, she asked :''what you promote? where is the injection card?" and i dunno what's the injection card, ask can speak in chinese? she said how come if you dunno english, then you promote to the malay customer in chinese??  i really scare!! 
• and the manager ask what should you do when become a promoter? i said wearing apron, glove,cap and mask. she said :"aha,then?" i said be polite to the customer.
• and the last problem is, manager said must have a injection card for promote food, if not can't give me the permission for promote in Jusco. she said try next week.
• take out the IC just mention that the security return a wrong IC to me. WT!!
• walk out from the stuff entrance and straight calling my dad to take me home.
• called to the boss and told him I gonna back. He said :"har? want meh?"a lot and alot. apologize to me that he don't know Jusco have a lot of troubles. ask me to take injection and do next week. the last sentence said to me is...Sorry, ByeBye.  

I was scared today. really scared. I don't dare to face again for next week working.

wanna to give up but I know I gonna be strong!!

for the money... be strong la!!

my mom asking me why have to earn money because I'm facing my SPM.

I said need money, didn't have any pocket money from dad.

now, I'ma girl with the amount RM0.00 in the pocket.

I have to earn money for they coming on June, accompany them to play for the only 1 time.

even if don't talk about play, how many times i have to reject other person?

they called me go out for tea, the money for tea also is zero. then I said some rubbish excuse!!

sometimes go out for meeting and take dinner before that, also have to reject for the dinner cause of money.

tell me, how long time I have to face it again??

they said , when you have pocket money, don't overspend.

i didn't! my pocket money spend for school payment such like t-shirt, fees.

last time have RM40 also spend for a sudden decide for Sing K! no choice.

I told myself... You Gonna Be STRONG!!


别人笑我太疯癫, 我笑他人看不穿。
Others think i'm madness, I laugh others didn't see through

LOVE is everywhere... (12.5.2011)

LOVE is everywhere...
this is my title of the chinese exam today...
when i choosing this title, dunno why, i have a lot of feelings in my heart.

think about my family, friends, and my lover although i'm single now xDxD
a lot of memories and experience...


other side, i hope will be in a relationship..
but when u expect highly, the result is appear very slowly...
although i don't have any trouble or happened, but when u are down,
           u really hope some1 can became your listener and a shoulder for u...

i'm focus in my exam now, and i need money.
need money to life cause i don't have any pocket money. arrk!!
hope tomorrow interview successfully...
GAMBATEH!! 
(GAMBATEH doesn't means support, it means GOOD LUCK too)

sigh...

recently... Exam lo~

except exam, my religion's things.such as practise for dance and a lot of meeting.

sigh... busy. made a lot of  deceptive excuse to reject meeting.

this month's exam make me feel stress..

arrk!!

my brother, made me angry again!!

don't know when he awake from himself.

made me said somethings rude in front of my sister...F***!!

sigh... nothing I can do for him.

I never give up him, just he is give up-ing himself...

gonna earn alot of $$.

and expect the days coming... 

sometimes, no money no happy  o(x.x)o

have to tell u guys too...

I'm a girl that really care and treasure about my friends. 

Please, don't make me "abandon" you in my life.