feels..

recently... my life such as nothing.

working. study. and quarrel with my family.

I feel very emotional recently..don't know why.

feel like nobody can feel me.

feel like I'm farther with my friends.

gathering, go out for celebrating, some update news...

nobody tell or inform.

sometimes, hope can find my soulmate in school.

but never happen.

i need someone.. need someone be my listener. 

really annoying!!

my brain can't stop thinking about some nonsense. 

think about my friends.

think about my family.

think about...

i hate myself  soft-hearted.

every time forgot about how u both treat me.

like rubbish!!

I don't hope can get any retaliation from them. 

just treat them loyalty.

but they seems like forget about me.

wanna to cry out, but no tears in my eyes.

painful...difficult too.

every time when i'm uploaded my blog, i hope u guys read.

not through my mouth to tell them...''my blog is uploaded.''

i hope some one really can find me, comfort me.

even just chat with me.

asking me, ''what happened to you?''

''everything fine?''

I miss you.

 YOU, no exist...