Thursday, October 04, 2012

understand me, maybe...


Ya, I like to smile. No one doesn’t know.
Ya, I like to talk. Everyone also knows.
Ya, I like to eat. Everyone knows too.

Ya, I’m a person that cares about friends.
Ya, I mind how others look at me.
Ya, I’m an independent girl.
Ya, I like those people who mature for the first term of boyfriend.
Ya, I like to help others as I can do.
Those who close to me knew about that too.

But behind the “scene”, who know??
Who really know what I’m thinking?
Who really know why am I silent?

Sometimes, Silence is the best way for me.
I don’t like to explain. Even thought I get wronged.
But it hurt me sometimes.

Don’t really force me, please. I’m really unhappy.
 I really know those feeling when you’re in others’ control.

SORRY… I have to listen to you because you’re in a bad situation.
I didn’t revolt because I never hope you get hurt.
I never hope I’ll let u know what I’m feeling by using those way that hurting you and me.

Am I really avoiding responsibility?
Am I really blocking the way that improves me by my mindset?

And the only one who really knows me was…
Gohonzon. Chant to voice out my feeling.
That’s the way to spread out my feeling.

SMILE is the best way for everything =)


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