Ns's friends

Gather with them Saturday.

Long time no see but still have fun with everyone.

Someone absentees asked will we felt estrange??

Exactly no xD still close to each others.

And the most important was…

Like before, bicker with fun to each others  (⁼3⁼)

She ♥

Meet with her Tuesday.

Last time we met was Moon Cake Festival.

Erm… has been one month never met up.

But the feeling like one year xD

Date her suddenly and chat at Ochado.

Having the thing I desire for so long… Mile Crepe Cake ♥

Delicious x)

Chat a lot with her.

And the last invited her to overnight at my house. Hoho!!

Appreciate have a friend like her.

A truly friend no need meet each others everyday.

A truly friend no need say a lot of sweet thing.

But both of us CHERISH.

 Both of us also knowing 肝胆相照.

A friend of 肝胆相照 =’)

Premonition

Don't know why. Recently I'm like shout out what I want to say. Not that kind of speaking straightly that can hurt people. What I shout out recently were those in my deep of heart. I cherish all of my friends. Wrote a lot of letter for those I cherish but can't meet always. Straightly told them about my mind when the opportunities were coming. But what does u think, that's what your mind. I don't want care anymore. Just being myself, do the best for my life. This feeling was come in sudden. Just felt like life was not easy and you won't know what was happen in the next. Is that like a PREMONITION to let me shout out everything before something happened?? No, No! I don't want be that!!

I’ve learnt something today.

Don't Want To CRY, LAUGH Loudly then =) 

SOME...

Sometimes, somewhere, something…

We meet someone that we knew or someone new. Strangers were the person we always meet in the street.

Sometimes,

You will purposely meet some people.

Meet with them may be held some gathering.

Meet with them may be having a chit chat.

Or just simply meet with them because of some jobs.

Somewhere,

The place we meet together.

The venue we depart.

Those have been experienced or never know.

That hurt us so much and never back to there.

The place made so many memories for us.

Something,

Those we hate those we like.

Those we used to be.

Those helpful or might be helpless.

But everything was related to us, human.

Sometimes I wanna shout out my voice.

Sometimes I hope to encourage those people that I don’t know.

Somewhere I hope I can reach.

Somewhere I hope that can let me vent out.

Something never hopes to change.

Something human always despairs.

Never think to delay something. You will be regret.

Regret you passed the opportunity.

Done what u want to do.

Shout out what you want to say.

When you realize you passed the chance, it was too late.

 And I’ve tried before. It told me never did it again.

the reason.

I've cried.

not for the reason I'm stress.

not for the reason I'm unhappy.

for the reason misunderstand me.

for the reason to think that my mind was so shallow.

for the reason both of  you were not harmony.

for the reason why I need you so =(

understand me, maybe...

Ya, I like to smile. No one doesn’t know.

Ya, I like to talk. Everyone also knows.

Ya, I like to eat. Everyone knows too.

Ya, I’m a person that cares about friends.

Ya, I mind how others look at me.

Ya, I’m an independent girl.

Ya, I like those people who mature for the first term of boyfriend.

Ya, I like to help others as I can do.

Those who close to me knew about that too.

But behind the “scene”, who know??

Who really know what I’m thinking?

Who really know why am I silent?

Sometimes, Silence is the best way for me.

I don’t like to explain. Even thought I get wronged.

But it hurt me sometimes.

Don’t really force me, please. I’m really unhappy.

 I really know those feeling when you’re in others’ control.

SORRY… I have to listen to you because you’re in a bad situation.

I didn’t revolt because I never hope you get hurt.

I never hope I’ll let u know what I’m feeling by using those way that hurting you and me.

Am I really avoiding responsibility?

Am I really blocking the way that improves me by my mindset?

And the only one who really knows me was…

Gohonzon. Chant to voice out my feeling.

That’s the way to spread out my feeling.

SMILE is the best way for everything =)