Wednesday, November 28, 2012

27 NOV.

是的!是华语,你没看错。 的确,华语较能透露出感受及想法。也比较吸睛。 往后,部分的帖子会以英文编写之余,当然少不了华语。 华语是我的母语,虽然要学好英文不能忘了华语。

最近爱上了文字。很多感受都用文字表达。 因为它可以不用说出口但却能比说出来还要清楚而且容易了解。 短短的两个月内,我的头脑忽然之间就爆满了很多感触与感受。 也写了不少的文字发送出去。收到的人不多但却是我在乎的一部分。

可能、也许、说不定是因为家,让我想了更多。 狂告诉自己不必要的别想太多,浪费时间、力气去干些也许对他人而言无意义的事情。 有些时候也许很累,回头想想也许无谓,但毕竟过去了。 不管那些事值不值得,问心无愧,做自己该做的事,不违规不犯法不得罪

不在乎]。是骗人的三个字,你无法不在乎。 不受邀,[别在意]。也是骗人的三个字。 请自我反省为什么然后把不开心遗弃并忘掉

谁还记得当初的山盟海誓?别太早定论,不到最后一刻你也不会知道谁是真挚真心的朋友。 所以请珍惜当下让自己不拥有悔意,也请行动而不是口头承诺

日子一天一天地过,时间一滴一滴地流失。 虽然脑海里会不断地反复想着这些事情,那很正常。 什么事都能过去,所有的问题都能解决。 万事物的形成都离不开人类,理所当然的问题都可以解决。 只要还活着,就代表你已经战胜昨天,因为你没有选择放弃生存的权利

当你觉得痛苦的时候,是因为在这之前你所面对的问题都不足以这次来的大。 可是当痛苦再次来临时,足以让你体会到以后的痛再也不算是什么,只要挨过去。 挑战一切并取得胜利,最终你会发现,你再次地......成长了

并不需要虚伪的言语来证明或夸大自己,得来的崇拜与敬佩也不是完全真正的东西。因为你害怕别人看不起你。 不比他人强没关系,努力向上吧! 但若是你有了这种看不起他人的想法,那么你就错了。 往别处想想并改变你的想法,自然地你的环境渐渐也在改变。 也许平时觉得肤浅的话语就是最能触动你的言语

当出现 “原来他是坏人/原来他的脾性不好” 或者拥有批评的想法时,总提醒自己试着往另一个角度去想再做出决定,是否自己能帮助或做些更有意义的事情

 [人生的目的只为了一个,就是使他人幸福]

Friday, November 23, 2012

it's truth... for me.



 [ 不要把你自己想得那么重要 ]
[朋友不是那个你认识得最久的人, 而是那个来到你身边后便不再离开的人]
[ 别人怎么看你不重要, 唯一重要的是你喜欢真实的自己 ]

Those are saying what my feel is.
Sometimes just feel myself like an idiot.
Think too much to care about friendship.
But at the last you just realise you're enough stupid to do that.

Just being myself.
Do the best for everyone that I care. 
Being the happier to effect others.

Always remind me to do that.
But at the last, care still.
It’s truth…

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

the words...

[伤痛是别人给的, 快乐是自己找的.]


既然妈妈选择了这种伤痛的方式, 也许是她只会/只想到的方法.
但你有权利选择自己想要的方式.
人往往只想到悲伤的那一面, 那为什么不选择开心的一面让自己的生活更美好.
往另一个角度去想, 生活自然不一样.

This was what I heard from radio yesterday. It was really impressed to my heart. Although not all I can remember about the contents. But this is the point in the story. It suit to my situation now. And maybe for you too. Not only now, for the whole life. Sadness / Happiness... it decides by you =)

Monday, November 05, 2012

Dreams...


What a weird dream? But it can be sweet dream also.
Continue two days have this kind of dream.
A same situation repeats twice in a dream.
I’m still clear about what happened in that.
It really a sweet dream.
But I know the character won’t become realistic in my life.
And let it be a part of my dreams =)

Monday, October 29, 2012

Ns's friends


Gather with them Saturday.
Long time no see but still have fun with everyone.

Someone absentees asked will we felt estrange??
Exactly no xD still close to each others.

And the most important was…
Like before, bicker with fun to each others  (=3=)

Thursday, October 25, 2012

She ♥




Meet with her Tuesday.
Last time we met was Moon Cake Festival.
Erm… has been one month never met up.
But the feeling like one year xD

Date her suddenly and chat at Ochado.
Having the thing I desire for so long… Mile Crepe Cake ♥
Delicious x)

Chat a lot with her.
And the last invited her to overnight at my house. Hoho!!

Appreciate have a friend like her.

A truly friend no need meet each others everyday.
A truly friend no need say a lot of sweet thing.
But both of us CHERISH.
 Both of us also knowing 肝胆相照.

A friend of 肝胆相照 =’)

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Premonition


Don't know why. Recently I'm like shout out what I want to say. Not that kind of speaking straightly that can hurt people. What I shout out recently were those in my deep of heart. I cherish all of my friends. Wrote a lot of letter for those I cherish but can't meet always. Straightly told them about my mind when the opportunities were coming. But what does u think, that's what your mind. I don't want care anymore. Just being myself, do the best for my life. This feeling was come in sudden. Just felt like life was not easy and you won't know what was happen in the next. Is that like a PREMONITION to let me shout out everything before something happened?? No, No! I don't want be that!!

I’ve learnt something today.
Don't Want To CRY, LAUGH Loudly then =) 

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

SOME...


Sometimes, somewhere, something…
We meet someone that we knew or someone new. Strangers were the person we always meet in the street.

Sometimes,
You will purposely meet some people.
Meet with them may be held some gathering.
Meet with them may be having a chit chat.
Or just simply meet with them because of some jobs.
Somewhere,
The place we meet together.
The venue we depart.
Those have been experienced or never know.
That hurt us so much and never back to there.
The place made so many memories for us.
Something,
Those we hate those we like.
Those we used to be.
Those helpful or might be helpless.

But everything was related to us, human.

Sometimes I wanna shout out my voice.
Sometimes I hope to encourage those people that I don’t know.
Somewhere I hope I can reach.
Somewhere I hope that can let me vent out.
Something never hopes to change.
Something human always despairs.

Never think to delay something. You will be regret.
Regret you passed the opportunity.
Done what u want to do.
Shout out what you want to say.

When you realize you passed the chance, it was too late.
 And I’ve tried before. It told me never did it again.



Monday, October 15, 2012

the reason.

I've cried.

not for the reason I'm stress.

not for the reason I'm unhappy.

for the reason misunderstand me.

for the reason to think that my mind was so shallow.

for the reason both of  you were not harmony.

for the reason why I need you so =(

Thursday, October 04, 2012

understand me, maybe...


Ya, I like to smile. No one doesn’t know.
Ya, I like to talk. Everyone also knows.
Ya, I like to eat. Everyone knows too.

Ya, I’m a person that cares about friends.
Ya, I mind how others look at me.
Ya, I’m an independent girl.
Ya, I like those people who mature for the first term of boyfriend.
Ya, I like to help others as I can do.
Those who close to me knew about that too.

But behind the “scene”, who know??
Who really know what I’m thinking?
Who really know why am I silent?

Sometimes, Silence is the best way for me.
I don’t like to explain. Even thought I get wronged.
But it hurt me sometimes.

Don’t really force me, please. I’m really unhappy.
 I really know those feeling when you’re in others’ control.

SORRY… I have to listen to you because you’re in a bad situation.
I didn’t revolt because I never hope you get hurt.
I never hope I’ll let u know what I’m feeling by using those way that hurting you and me.

Am I really avoiding responsibility?
Am I really blocking the way that improves me by my mindset?

And the only one who really knows me was…
Gohonzon. Chant to voice out my feeling.
That’s the way to spread out my feeling.

SMILE is the best way for everything =)


Thursday, June 21, 2012

a random post.

life's gone so fast.2012 have past half of a year.
and left 5 more month to say good bye for 2012.

still the same sentence.
LOT OF THINGS HAS BEEN HAPPENED.
and always a things that never change was,
time would not stay and stop for anyone.

i'm working in a company now.
what I have did in these days were...
PORTER o.O? that kind of anything if need to help, help then.
if nothing to do, really bored.
can rest but scare though.
scare get caught by the boss ==''

oh ya, i got my driving license.
hope to get more chance to drive.
truth, i got more chance from friend although I didn't required from them.
thanks a lot. =]
i'm know well with auto car but manual car.... need more prac xD

felt weird wht did I type lot of symbol,
it's not like me.
why? dunno. may be in a good mood =D

challenging more and more
no matter what,
never say never for everything.
and the first step were always the hardest.

grateful to whom that hurt u and look down on u.
this is the force that made u advance =)

Sunday, May 20, 2012

overbear!!

it was very comfortable after having a cup of natural hot milk.
i'm overbear the gastric while prac. First time gastric, it seems like worst to worst than before.


never give up whenever you are.
never surrender however the situation are. 

Friday, May 18, 2012

i gonna be STRONG.


am I will get sick soon?
sick of depressed...
this question I have been think so long.
if it was easy to get, i'm not still typing post now...

I'm the one between both of you.
I'm the one that mature.
that's why I will be the last one standing.

I know may be some time it will be suffer to us.
I knew it all. and I knew yours mind.
I will never fall down till the last breath.

ya, may be sometimes tears were out of control.
let it be though. it will be passed.
and that were the only proof to show we were grew.

everyone are facing problems, we can't avoid from that.
but the importance is how we solve them.

and, I gonna be strong whenever I am.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

blank title...

just back from practised around one hour ago...
tired but not willing to sleep yet.

performance is coming soon.
preparing everything for a great and successful's perform.
put the show on stage when succeed, don't just get success when on stage.
always remind... don't try your best,must do the best.

and her status was confusing recently.
anyone can give some courage?
no! cause courage that only from yourself, truly from the heart. 

Monday, May 14, 2012

insane.

said that myself insane.
why? cause sleep lately recently.

although i'm exhausted in these few days, but still not rest more.
can't! can't! can't!

said wanna go to bed but just knew can't meet with "Mr.Chou".
and i just sleep at 5am in this morning.
wow!! too exaggerate...

but it will be temporary state...
gonna sleep early as I can.
if not, it was harmful to my health more and more.

always remember...
when lot of difficult comes to you, that meant good news were coming to you soon =]
what happened don't be give up easily, challenge and fight for these!!

Saturday, May 12, 2012

recently...

has been long time never updated my blog.
has been long time never told my situation.

Recently...
most of them asked about...
'what you did recently?'
the only answer I said was...did nothing.

Intrinsically, No!
I'm busy for learning driving car.
and busy in dance practice for the coming performance.
I love it so cause I won't thought so much on others.

that's much I can said.
more about me in other's page.
hope will be update soon =]

Friday, March 23, 2012

the day after got SPM result.

I know what I want to do.
I know what I should be do.

Hey!! result of SPM can't reserve everything!!
remember ur journey was so far.
the way of ur life was so long.

don't even think a person got a good result or good in academic were everything!!
academic was a BONUS for u only.
good academic but bad attitude, NOTHING!!
good academic but bad thinking, NOTHING!!
good academic but bad heart, NOTHING!!
good academic but never think about the future, never think about others...
that's only NOTHING!!

human was always SELFISH.
COMPARISON OF HEART won't stop until the moment of our stop breathing.
don't compare the only thing with others.
think about others' advantage.


don't stubborn, don't be concerned about face-saving。
finally u will get nothing...

the diary of NS's life... (January)

02 Jan 2012  今天的天气简直是热到爆!!

第一天到兵营, 感觉嘛...还没有。
上车之前xx还哭呢!
到了兵营简直无聊透顶!什么也做不了。
最糟的是...还没拿到床单, 累也不能休息...
时间一点一点地过, 肚子一点一点地饿...
又累又饿!! OMG!! 又热, 只好冲凉咯。
洗完澡, 要自行洗衣。感觉? 想家和洗衣机了。
洗衣真的很麻烦咧!! 真的很想家 :'(
*认识了几个朋友, 也等着华人新年放假 xDxD


04 Jan 2012  天气一样...热

忘了写昨天的日记...还挺无聊的。
昨天一样美食做, 吃了睡, 睡了吃, 不过没吃正餐, 一来也不饿。
原来我发现这里的太阳超晒也超热.鞋子的人字拖印也出现在我脚上。
但半夜的时候真的是冷到你呱呱叫!!

而今天呢? 开始有活动了。当然是早操开始一天的行程。
然后咩? 吃早餐咯。没有办法要适应这里的食物 =(
之后分班, 在班内学习如何让表达自己和合作, 几不错下。
过后的活动让我觉得闷甚至想睡觉。
愿来riadah也只是走走, 不走不行 ==''

之后就到晚餐时间, 我没吃, 不过之后就一直想朋友喊饿 ><''
结果到睡前都没吃, 隔壁床朋友的杯面香味不断飘过来。
最后忍着, 饿着肚子睡觉咯 x.x
*为了挑战, 什么都忍

05 Jan 2012  今天连老师也说太阳特别大&热!!

一样起床后,早操 早餐 上课 早茶 上课 午餐。
午餐后就站在大大的太阳底下曝晒!!
幸好搽了防晒油, 脸不比以前红。
一样之吃了早餐, 接着早茶 下午茶和夜宵。
为了3no, 惟有忍!! 晚安 =)
*路程虽然辛苦, 但一定能成功, 加油!!

07 Jan 2012  今天Alpha女生第一次犯纪律问题...

昨天比较轻松, 因为星期五, 马来人和印度人念经, 少了很多活动。
没想到koperasi 卖的杯面RM2.10一杯, 贵到!!
也因为全体纪律不好, 所以不能拿回电话。
今天星期六, 闲来没事做, 一大早就被老师骂。
原因是...我们宿舍有几个女生睡在一堆!!
害得没犯错的女生也不能拿回电话。
但老师很好, 最后也拿到 =)

今天也是很考验我的纪律和耐心的一天!!
大扫除, 我抹窗。
而洗厕所的女生没有经过我的同意就用了我半罐的洗衣粉!!
用来洗厕所?! 他xxx的!! 很生气但不想闹事面的大家很疆。
冲凉时被催快点, 电话充电冲到一半被人家换了, 完全不理他人感受!!
[你] 在哪? 几时出现?

晚上一样没事做, 明天家长日, 期待!!
不知是否吃了辣的食物, 上了厕所3次还见红?! o.O??
晚安 =)
*忍一时风平浪静, 有修养的人是不会计较的。
*加油吧金鱼!!

those are what happened in the January.
i never changed what I wrote in my diary.
and I'm so busy or may be lazy to write more.
the diary for February... coming soon =]