2 shows...

Yesterday were BM performance and our class are choose to present singing.
and the song is... GEMILANG again.
they said this song represent every years la...
but... we don't bother it.

And Today were ENGLISH performance --- THE SHOW.
i like this song =]
both present i'm one of the main singer.
and i was so Narcissism to say that...
my voice is very nice xDxD
wuahahahah!! narcissism!! means zi lian...

but both also because of nervous and forgot some lyrics.
some only la~
worse yesterday because i'm abit out of tune at the last part.

however, we finished our show.
JUST ENJOY THE SHOW =]

random...

just a random post... everything is fine.

nothing special at all and the day past day by day.

recently i'm update my blog often because i free, no more activities have to busy.

and now, what i have to busy is... my academic.

my religion and friends has enriched my life.

when u r busy, u will never think about annoying's matter.

just a random post. ntg much i can say.

bad day.

today was a bad day for me...
3days Gastroenteritis, uncomfortable and felt hard > <
no 1 days not going to to toilet less than 2 times.

today was merentas desa of my school, and last year for me to stay in this school.
but, what i get the rank is... 24th...
damn disapoint on myself!!
another way, i'm proud of myself.
because i bring my enemy(MR Sick) to finish the section of the road...
i knew i was sick these few days, but i didn't give up.
i can choose to give up with a reason... i'm get sick.

now, i gonna pay M.S RM20
WUUUU...dunno how to earn those money...

really felt hard arrk!!
eat what also can't.
what i ate also will diarrhea...
my dad said... u treat this as keep fit lo... LOL

Sprint 冲刺!!

this few day, i've tried so hard to prac my long-distance running.
for what? just for tomorrow's ''merentas desa''...
the old me will not prac for this, but, this time not same like before.

there have 3 reasons...
1st... i told myself, i have to get the best result in merentas desa for the last year!!
2nd... i have promise some guys that i will get TOP 10 in this year,
        if lose, i have treat them...
3rd... i should be do what i promise for them!!

however, i will do my best!! will not let u guys disapoint!!
   bless for me =]

Demeanor!

why? u r a boy. i'm a girl.
but i'm more generous than u.
i have feeling too.
i knew mayb u r got hurt from me,
but I do not want to lose you as a friend.
3 of u guys...

today ur attitude really scared me.
i did not think u can treat me so cold...
N, i'm very sad about this.

but, what can i do?
even if i so cherish our friendship,
at last, i'm lost too...

Please, take out what should a boy has.

learning english...

haha!! izzit fun?

she is my niece.

[life always need some ENTERTAINMENT]

laugh out loud xDxD

Why do I suddenly switched to English and writing a blog?

because i want to learn english.

Although not specifically on the English Class,

But the pain no gain, I believe that I can learn so much more.

My friend also told me to teach him novel and literature,

  The problem is I am also half-baked.

Only to find another friend to help slightly. 

The friend can be powerful, and can not read Chinese characters, 

because he is a graduate of elementary

Face him, I feel very pressure. Because of my poor English proficiency.

but there is no way, i have to step by step slowly.

Really worried about my bad impression on the minds of others, 

because they do not talk about my academic career and who feel that my grades are good.  

It is just a false impression.

anyway, I need to improve my english level !!!

JY Photography.

I do not like something rigid. Especially reading.  

But I did not give up my studies, only interested in extra-curricular activities.
Especially the photographs.

Photography is my future goal.

And, I have photographs to share it to you guys.

 These photos are taken using my mobile phone.
Although there is no professional camera, but it can be done.
Some people even asked me what web site from these photos? 

Some are original, some need to edit before seemed perfect.
I just want to share my joy with you guys.
I, love taking pictures =]

继续呗...

这个家嘛... 被我的弟弟搞得真的很乱。
 爸爸懂我身体有问题, 买药给我吃。
 医师说吃饱后服用, 这几天就平明吃饱3餐。
今天到家找午餐, 优势没有东西吃。
自己开花生罐头煮面线吃。
我知道是有点浪费, 不是我不要吃面包,
我吃了嘛~ 

那个大弟极端讨人厌!!
放学回到家第一个向妈妈告状的就是我很浪费开罐头吃!!
赣!! 什么都是吃吃吃!! 耐你不何!
不过嘴巴是张在他的脸上, 他根本就没帮自己在积点口德。
上楼后根我说的事就是:"我要用电脑啊~~"
他好像一天没有电脑不行!!
玩上线游戏输了又猛打键盘, 怕死键盘不坏!

你跟妈妈告状的那一刻, 我不怕了。

因为... ...

我不再是以前有理要为自己解释得靖怡。

我不再是妈妈骂了我几句后就能在跟妈妈对话的靖怡。

我不再是一点点事情就会爆发和表露给家人看的靖怡。

我不再是那个你 (弟弟) 得罪我就要跟你反驳, 搞得自己辛苦的靖怡。

我不再是会为你 (弟弟) 而心软的那个靖怡。

你继续呗。

很多东西表面上... 并不是和心里一样。
别人怎么看我我无所谓, 我不会得以为了你误会我而向你解释。
他们总觉得...
靖怡好像不什么、什么之类的。
唉... 累了。不再子昂以前那样去辩护自己。
你若有心, 你会问, 会与我对话。
若你想靠你的"觉得"就认定我,
你继续呗。

我不想... ...

 

我真的很累, 很多话想说但有口难言。

几天没有说话了, 你还在为了那件事生气?

就算是别些事情你也应该告诉我错在哪里。

难道我不是问题孩子你就可以忽略我的感受?

难道我长大了就待我不公平?

在我面前关门大大力, 放东西大大力!

为什么你可以偏袒过错和伤害我的他们?

为什么?! 难道你就不可以解决犯了小错误的我?

真的很无理!! 我真的不想向你解释那么多,

不想和你争吵, 不想向你表露我又多不甘。

不想搞得鸡犬不宁... ... 妈,我不想。
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你竟然连我都搞! 我是你的谁你自己很清楚。

你大概还不知道我生气你吧? 我真的对你彻底的失望!!

说难听的...你简直是禽兽不如!!

我没有对你做出任何报复或告状, 但你永远都不会改过。

即使你知道你的过错在哪里, 可是你永远就是3分钟热度!!

我不想你误入歧途... ... WK,我不想。
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你真的很过分! 你完全不理我的感受。

说要用就霸过去!! 你的权威最大!!

他们都不骂你。我多么希望自己有专属的, 不用和你争!

我为什么每次要看你的脸色做人?! 为什么?!

我为什么会没了自我? 我为什么会!

以后都不知道逃怎样相处。

我不想和你在斗了...不想再吵了。

我真的要崩溃了... ...WB,我不想。

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在这个世界上, 没有第二个男人好像你爸爸一样爱你。

即使是你的丈夫, 你现在交往已久的男友都无法取代。

虽然我们之间的言语不多, 但你明白我。

吃晚餐, 在厨房和妈妈就像陌生人不说话。

你坐在客厅..看着你的身影,

我的眼泪差点掉了下来。不是因为什么。

而是因为你明白我, 你知道我, 你了解我。

好久没有和你聊天了, 应该有几年了。

你允许我做应该做的事, 允许我自由。
你会担心以后没钱供不了我读书。
你会问我零用钱去了哪里,为什么那么快用完了,
然后就从皮包拿钱给我。

我打着这段话, 就好像把我的心事告诉你一样,眼泪不停往下流。

虽然不是亲口说出, 心理还憋着,但是我真的很感谢您!!

虽然我没有很尽责任, 但我真的很害怕若有一点你病倒了怎么办?

我知道总有一天会分离,
但我不想失去你... ...我不想。

爸, 我爱你!!

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I did not want to explain again.

I should not be unhappy reveal in front of you. 

I hoped that you all the time happy, does not let my mood influence.

How do you imagine, has nothing to do with me. 

I am very tired, really suffices. 

That am why do I need a person to listen to my heart. 

I need the friend, I need the other half, I also need a listener...